lack of visual empathy

run from the lights, run from the night, run for your life.

Take it from the boy you claim to love, you’re gonna get some bad karma. I’m the one who had to learn to build a heart made of armor. From the boy who made you soup and tied your shoes when you were hurting: You are not deserving, you are not deserving.

—Banks

Dedicate to excellence.

In time, you’ll learn this is about you.

May 1st

May 1st

loneliness is not determined by the abscence of other individuals but the lack of focus and interests that keep you going.

midnight swept us off our feet

concrete walls surrendered

warm embrace to stern defeat

they viciously remembered

where’s our glory

where’s our freedom

where’s our golden past

just above not

just beyond

just outside of our grasp

birthday boy :) #london #fashion #alexanderwang #menswear #birthday #happy

birthday boy :) #london #fashion #alexanderwang #menswear #birthday #happy

But we’re under the palm trees, thinking heaven must be,
somewhere under these palm trees, with all the hell we’re raising.
At least we have the palm trees to shade us from the ray beams,
but not even the palm trees could save us from the flames.
Summer remains.

—Frank Ocean

My Top 75 Songs of 2013

Wrote this for another website, but thought I’d share it on tumblr. Made a Soundcloud playlist with all the songs too!!

75. Janelle Monaé (feat. Erykah Badu) - Q.U.E.E.N.

74. Drake - Hold On, We’re Going Home

73. Childish Gambino - Telegraph Ave

72. James Blake (feat. Chance The Rapper) - Life Round Here (Remix)

71. Bashy (feat. Jareth) - These Are The Songs

70. CHVRCHES - The Mother We Share

69. Disclosure (feat. Aluna George) - White Noise

68. Ryan McDermott (feat. Hit-Boy) - Joy

67. Tinie Tempah (feat. John Martin) - Children Of The Sun

66. John Legend (feat. Rick Ross) - Who Do We Think We Are

65. Beyoncé (feat. Drake) - Mine

64. Jay-Z - somewhereinamerica

63. James Blake - Overgrown

62. Sam Smith, Nile Rodgers, Disclosure & Jimmy Napes - Together

61. Kanye West (feat. Chief Keef & Justin Vernon) - Hold My Liquor

60. Vampire Weekend - Step

59. Pusha T (feat. Rick Ross & Kanye West) - Hold On

58. Jai Paul - Track 5 / Genevieve

57. Danny Brown - Wonderbread

56. Volcano Choir - Comrade

55. Travi$ Scott (feat. T.I. & 2 Chainz) - Upper Echelon

54. Ellery James Roberts - Kerou’s Lament

53. Jay-Z - Picasso Baby

52. Childish Gambino - 3005

51. Kendrick Lamar (feat. Jay-Z) - Bitch Don’t Kill My Vibe (Remix)

50. Sampha - Indecision (technically 2012)

49. TNGHT - Acrylics

48. HAIM - The Wire

47. Migos (feat. Drake) - Versace (Remix)

46. FKA twigs - Papi Pacify

45. Action Bronson - Contemporary Man

44. Tyler, The Creator (feat. Frank Ocean) - 48

43. Chase & Status (feat. Moko) - Count On Me

42. Death Grips - Birds

41. Miley Cyrus - Wrecking Ball

40. D'Banj (feat. Kanye West) - Scapegoat (Remix)

39. The Weeknd - Devil May Cry

38. Drake (feat. Jhene Aiko) - From Time

37. Earl Sweatshirt (feat. Frank Ocean) - Sunday

36. Ariana Grande (feat. Mac Miller) - The Way

35. ScHoolboy Q - Man Of The Year

34. Jai Paul - Track 7 / Crush

33. A$AP Rocky (feat. Kendrick Lamar, Joey Bada$$, Yelawolf, Danny Brown, Action Bronson & Big K.R.I.T.) - 1 Train

32. King Krule - Easy Easy

31. Daft Punk (feat. Pharrell Williams) - Lose Yourself To Dance

30. Kanye West - Black Skinhead

29. The Foreign Exchange - Call It Home

28. The Bullitts (feat. Yasiin Bey, Jay Electronica & Lucy Liu) - They Die By Dawn

27. Janelle Monaé (feat. Miguel) - Primetime

26. Earl Sweatshirt - Burgundy

25. Daft Punk (feat. Panda Bear) - Doing It Right

24. Burial - Come Down To Us

23. MØ (feat. Diplo) - XXX 88

22. Justin Timberlake - Mirrors

21. J. Cole (feat. Miguel) - Power Trip

20. Beyoncé - No Angel

19. Drake (feat. Jay-Z) - Pound Cake / Paris Morton Music 2

18. Chance The Rapper (feat. Nate Fox & Lili K.) - Pusha Man

17. SZA - Teen Spirit

16. Isaiah Rashad - Shot You Down

15. Beyoncé (feat. Jay-Z) - Drunk In Love

14. Banks - Waiting Game

13. Pusha T - Numbers On The Board

12. Kanye West (feat. Charlie Wilson) - Bound 2

11. Jai Paul - Track 3 / Zion Wolf

10. John Legend - All Of Me

Probably one of the most beautiful love songs ever created. John hits every note perfectly and seeing him live this year has made it even better. Goosebumps and getting laid are most certainly consequences of listening to this masterpiece.

“My head’s underwater, but I’m breathing fine. You’re crazy and I’m out of my mind.”

9. Big Sean (feat. Kendrick Lamar & Jay Electronica) - Control

Is there anything left to say about this song? Kendrick’s infamous verse was worldwide trending topic for about a week and everybody’s favorite rapper and their momma’s responded to it in one way or another (even Phil Jackson and other huge celebrities). It’s a phenomenal verse from a phenomenal rapper and Jay Electronica holds his own. This would’ve ranked even higher if Big Sean was actually able to compete.

“I’m Makaveli’s offspring, I’m the king of New York, king of the coast. One hand I juggle em both.”

“I got love for you all, but I’m tryna murder you niggas. Tryna make sure your core fans never heard of you niggas. They don’t wanna hear not one more noun or verb from you niggas.”

8. Kanye West (feat. Frank Ocean) - New Slaves

Probably the most talked about song of the year along with “Control” and “Wrecking Ball”. Kanye surprised everyone when he projected the video for this song onto more than 60 buildings (including high fashion stores like Louis Vuitton and Gucci to protest against their involvement in the “new slavery”) all over the world. That being said, the song itself is a monster too. Kanye’s second verse might as well be the best one of 2013, rebelling against the DEA, Hampton millionaires / billionaires and corporations.

“Meanwhile the DEA teamed up with the CCA, the tryna look niggas up, they tryna make new slaves. See that’s that privately owned prison, get your piece today. They probably all in the Hamptons, bragging about what they make. Fuck you and your Hampton house, I fuck your Hampton spouse, came on her Hampton blouse and in her Hampton mouth.”

7. Daft Punk (feat. Pharrell Williams & Nile Rodgers) - Get Lucky

Undoubtedly the catchiest song of the year. The return of Daft Punk has been massive and this was the song that served as the prophet of what their album would bring. Brilliant vocals from Pharrell and a song that will be attached to a lot of good summer memories.

“We’ve come too far, to give up who we are.”

6. Jai Paul - Track 2 / Str8 Outta Mumbai

After 2 years of being fed only one song, Jai Paul’s alleged debut album got leaked to the public and caused a massive uproar all over the internet. Whether it’s official or not, Str8 Outta Mumbai is an amazing song that could have easily been #1 on this list if it was mastered properly.

“I want to talk to you, but we don’t know what to say. And you don’t know what to do.”

5. Pusha T (feat. Kendrick Lamar) - Nosetalgia

What a massive song! Another absolute killer verse from Kendrick, even though his musical presence was relatively sparse this year. King Push didn’t let Kendrick destroy him on his own track and absolutely held his own, making this the perfect hip hop track.

“Zhivago tried to fight the urge like Ivan Drago. If he dies he dies. Like Doughboy to Tre. If he rides he rides. Throwing punches in his room, if he cries he cries.”

“You wanna see a dead body? Instrumentals from my mama’s christmas party”

4. James Blake - Retrograde

Probably James Blake’s most emotional and well-structured song to date. A perfect winter song, Retrograde with its destructive melancholy gives off vibes of feeling secluded and isolated while being okay with it at the same time. This song is captivating from start to finish, just phenomenal.

“You’re on your own, in a world you’ve grown. Few more years to go, don’t let the hurdle fall.”

3. Disclosure (feat. Sam Smith) - Latch (technically 2012)

One of the best dance / pop tracks in recent memory with brilliant track progression and outstanding vocals by one of the most promising new artists in the music business. If you haven’t danced to this song in a club, you clearly haven’t lived. Additionally, “Latch” might have the best sung hook of all time and this is not even an exaggeration.

“Now I’ve got you in my space, I won’t let go of you. Got you shackled in my embrace, I’m latching onto you.”

2. Autre Ne Veut - Play By Play

An absolute smash. This is quite possibly the best new discovery that I’ve made in the last three years music-wise. Play By Play shows every other pop song how it’s done in every single sound and it gets better as the track progresses. Perfectly crafted pop music that almost everybody will enjoy and that should not be slept on.

“I don’t wanna be there the night, you make me whole, you make me go, you make me harder than you.”

1. Kanye West - Blood On The Leaves

Nothing more needs to be said about this masterpiece since pretty much everybody has already explained its genius. Just having the guts to sample “Strange Fruit” by Billie Holiday / Nina Simone and mixing it up with the smashing “R U Ready” by Hudson Mohawke and Lunice speaks for itself. Outstanding song on yet another brilliant album by “the biggest rock star” on the planet.

“Now you sittin courtside, wifey on the other side, gotta keep em separated I call that apartheid. Then she said she impregnated, that’s the night your heart died, then you gotta go and tell your girl and report that. Main reason cause your pastor said you can’t abort that, now your drive say that new Benz "you can’t afford that”. All the cocaine on the table you can’t snort that. That going to that owing money that the court get. All in on that alimony, yeah yeah she got you homie. Until death will do you apart, unholy matrimony.“

Last night I saw you in my dreams. Now I can’t wait to go to sleep.

—Kanye West

This has to be more popular, one of 2013’s best songs.

You’re my devil, you’re my angel.
You’re my heaven, you’re my hell.
You’re my now, you’re my forever.
You’re my freedom, you’re my jail.
You’re my lies, you’re my truth.
You’re my war, you’re my truce.
You’re my questions, you’re my proof.
You’re my stress and you’re my masseuse

—Kanye West - Lost In The World

YES! #gta5 #gta #xbox #game

YES! #gta5 #gta #xbox #game

Amy Poehler is life

Back in Paris you told me you were suicidal. It’s not a vacation if I lose you to the Eiffel.

—Frank Ocean